Warning:
The Following Post is Mushy and Sentimental…All Stoics, Tough Guys, and Uninterested Parties Turn Back Now
Today is the day in the US, when families come together and give thanks for all of the blessings that they have received over the past year. And even though, I’m a few thousand miles away, I think that it’s just as important to continue with tradition. Heaven knows that I have had more than my fair share of opportunities and blessings over this past year. I have met some truly incredible people and have had the opportunity to participate in programs and experience that have been life-altering. And for that, I couldn’t be more grateful.
In that same vein, I decided to make a list of some of the things that I am most thankful for:
My Readers—I would just like to thank all my readers out there. Apparently there are a lot more of you out there than I originally realized. Thank you for following me on all of my adventures. Your positive feedback really does make me feel like all the hardwork that I put into this thing is worthwhile.
Camp Canadensis—It’s amazing to think how spending a relatively short amount of time at a place can change a person. Although I only spent 9-10 weeks at this place, it definitely left a lasting impression on me. Camp forced me to grow as a person and pushed my mental, physical, and emotional limits. In the process, I made some of the best friends of my life. I don’t want to give the impression that Canadensis was like boot camp, because it wasn’t. I had so much fun with both my campers and my fellow counselors. But the long working hours combined with the isolation from the outside world made the experience an intense one. The bonds made here are hard to find anywhere else. They are strong and lasting...kind of like Band of Brothers. The people that I met there truly enriched my experience and gave me the strength that I needed when I thought that I couldn’t go any further (i.e. color war).
One of the greatest things about camp, is that I feel that it opened my eyes to the rest of the world. I was always aware of the world around me, but until this summer I’d never seriously entertained the thought of living in another state or country. I was perfectly happy with living in Louisiana for the rest of my life. And it is still someplace that I’d like to raise a family, but at this point in my life, I need to go out and see if I can make it in this big world. I need to challenge myself…I need to grow.
Living in France—Like Camp, living in France has pushed me to grow as a person. In some ways, it’s allowed me to remain a kid, but in others it’s forced me to grow up. Through all of the frustrations, stumbles, and triumphs, I have come to realize my own strength. It may not always be pretty, but I’m a survivor.
Living in France has also given me the gift of time—something that I have lacked sorely over the last few years. I actually have time now to fully enjoy life, to do the little thoughtful things for other people that I used to get so much joy in doing. This experience has afforded me the opportunity for a lot of introspection and self-discovery. It’s no secret that we don’t work very long hours so I have time to think about what’s important in life, which path I’d like to follow, and why I do the things that I do. I’ve been able to figure out things about myself that it usually takes other people years to discover. Don’t get me wrong, I fully realize that I’m still young and relatively immature and I still have a whole lot of growing to do…but I think that I’m on the right track to becoming the person that I want to be.
Another reason that I’m grateful for this French experience is that it’s afforded me the opportunity to travel. In just the past few months, I have already gotten to see many different countries and cultures—to see things that most people to get to see in a lifetime (and I’m not even halfway through my stay here!). In my travels, I have come to see just how different people are in different places in the world, but also how we’re all the same.
My Roommates—Although it’s not always easy living with 10 other people (all from different countries), it’s always exciting. I am so glad that I live here at Lycée Gambetta. I still dream about having a shower in which I don’t have to wear shower shoes or a clothes dryer, but I wouldn’t give up this experience for anything. By living here, I have had the opportunity to meet so many interesting people from so many different places. Each of my roommates has taught me something…whether it’s how to cook one of their local dishes or how to speak a few words in their native language. There are a lot of strong personalities that live here at Gambetta, but it’s interesting to see how they all interact and come together to form one motley crew.
Out of my roommates, I have become really close to two in particular, John and Robert (aka Woody and Jezebel). Together, we form the three musketeers. They are the ones that will sing and dance with me in during our impromptu “dance parties” while the other roomies look on with either disgust or blithe amusement. They are my partners in crime when we go out on the town or simply stay in (and skip down the hall). I think that they are the only two that truly understand and appreciate my sense of humor here at the Lycée—but I think maybe it’s because they are just as crazy as I am ; )
My Friends—I am the first one to admit that I have been blessed with some incredible friends. People that have been by my side through thick and thin. Even when I wasn’t the greatest friend in return. People that have known me from our middle school days and friends that I’ve only just met. From my lunch crew who can always make me laugh and my Phi Sigma Pi brothers who taught me how to party, to my camp friends who mean more to me than the sea and the stars and my ladies at the Pardon Board who showed me what it was like to be a true lady, I can’t express how much you’ve all enriched my life and how much you mean to me. All I can say is that you’re AMAAAAAAAAAAZING ; )
My Family—Let me premise this by saying that I have the greatest family in the world. I don’t just mean this in the sense that “oh my family is better than yours”…no, I really do think that I have the best family ever—from my immediate family to my grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. I am so lucky to have them. And although I don’t always get to talk to them as much as I’d like, I couldn’t imagine my life without every single person. They’re the ones that love me for me…despite all of my funny quirks and idiosyncrasies. They’re the people with which I can let down all my guards, because I know that their love is unconditional. I truly appreciate all of their support in all my endeavors…even when they don’t really understand the things that I do and the reasons behind them.
I think that I can also safely put my friendship with one Miss Rachael Jeanfreau under this category, because over here, she is my family. She is the person that with which I can vent all of my frustrations and celebrate all of my accomplishments. And she fully understands what I’m saying because she has experienced the same things. As with my family, I can be my goofiest, most natural self with Rachael. It is a comforting thought to know that she always has my back in any situation…from walking down a dark street wielding wine bottles as weapons to making ridiculous props for a photo shoot. We always have a great time together and it’s a great feeling to know that she is by my side for all of my adventures.
My Parents—Probably what I am most thankful for, however, is the love and support of my parents. More than any other parents that I know, my mom and dad have encouraged and supported me and my brothers in all of our endeavors—even if they don’t necessarily agree with our decisions. They are wise enough, however, to always play “Devil’s Advocate” with us to make sure that we understand the weight and consequences of these decisions. Throughout my life, and especially during this last year, they have been my rock…my best friends and my confidants. They are the reason that I have the confidence and courage to do things like move across the ocean to follow my dream.
Throughout my stays in Baton Rouge, Camp, and France, my parents have been figuratively by my side—even when they couldn’t be by my side physically. They are the ones that listen to my ramblings, comfort me when I cry, and replenish my VISA card when I’m on the verge of “starvation.” And heaven knows that it’s their voices that I hear in my head when I’m thinking about doing something stupid…kinda of like WWGD? (What would Glenda do?). I thank my lucky stars everyday that I am their daughter.
I’m not the most religious person in the world, but I do recognize that I am so incredibly blessed…much more than I deserve. But today, I give thanks to Him for all of the blessings and mistakes in my life. Because each step and stumble has made me the person that I am today.